I know I’ve talked about how hard it is to get into routine or schedule for me, but I’m definitely feeling that again. I’ve recently taken back an old job I had to help out that workplace as many people have been leaving. And while it’s not a lot of work (as in I don’t need to be at the workplace often) it does take getting used to. I’ve been slacking on my personal projects the past few days because I’ve been physically exhausted by the time I get home, and I’m also signed onto 3-client based projects right now that are taking a lot of energy from me.
I am however enjoying myself, I just feel like I’m not necessarily giving my all to things I want to expand on. For example, I haven’t recorded a cover in some time. I have some songs I’d like to sing but haven’t found or made the time to do so. Also, since Beau has been sick I’ve been focussing most of my efforts on him. He’s basically my child and I need to make sure he’s the best he can be.
I sometimes miss a regular routine. A schedule I could follow every single day. You go to this class at this time, then you do your homework for these hours and then you get to go to bed. Weekends you get off to do whatever you’d like. And while I semi-have that, I also have to build my own schedules based on the gigs and pop-up jobs that I’ve been getting.
I’m happy doing what I’m doing, I just need to build the routine now.
It’s probably going to take a few days to fully map what I need to do out, but you know… that’s life, right?