I’ve been away from home for about 3-weeks now and I’m finding it difficult to sit down and focus. I’ve been spending a lot of time playing video games with K and every time I sit down to work I just don’t want to anymore. I’m finding it hard to write, even though there are a lot I want to start writing and a lot of ideas I want to get on paper.
I wouldn’t say that it’s coming from laziness though. I just feel like I’ve broken my habits/routine and getting back into the grind is harder now.
I guess that’s a common problem for people… like that’s why people set up work dates and such, but man… is there an easier way to get back into the groove?
I mean I know everyone needs breaks and that you can’t always push yourself to work, so maybe this is the break I need? Or maybe it’s just post-show… I mean pulling 14 hour days promoting a show and performing while still keeping up my online work was definitely a lot, but I enjoyed it.
I honestly feel like I want to constantly work. I’m energized by creation and by the people who surround me, so maybe it’s just being home again in my apartment, not being stimulated by my surroundings.
Who knows. Angsty post. I’m going to leave it off here.