It’s been a rough weekend for me. This weekend I was at a funeral for a family member and I received a concerning text message from K telling me that Beau hadn’t been peeing all day. He said he was straining and that he was going to take him to the vet. As soon as…
Life
Get Back To It Boy
I’ve been trying to get myself to sit down and start writing music again. There wasn’t really a time where I said “well, I’m not going to be working on music anymore” but I do feel like it’s been on the backburner for an awfully long time. I’m constantly making up excuses for why I…
The Office.
It’s a personal blog, so there’s bound to be a post or two… or two million about things I’ve done that day and what I’m proud of. I mean, that’s life right? I’ve been on my ass about getting things done around the house every day now, especially since I’m trying to work from home…
It may be time to put down the drink
I recently had a very awkward and quite aggravating conversation with a family member who had too much to drink. The conversation went a bit like this: Me: Hey, it was good seeing you, but I have to go. Them: You don’t have to go. Me: Yeah, I’m sorry, I do. I have work early…
It’s time to leave
I’ve been thinking a lot more about getting my butt out of Canada. There’s nothing wrong with the country, but I’m definitely not feeling the whole “living in a struggling city” thing. I’m not happy waking up where I am, and honestly… I want to spend more time outdoors in gardens, rather than concrete. I…
Losing Twitch
This week was a difficult one for me. It went by really quickly and ended up with two deaths. (One being my grandpa and the other being one of our little ones.) This was my first time experiencing the death of a pet and I didn’t realize how hard it was. I think what was the…
The Hammock
My fondest memory of you is when we used to swing in the hammock in your backyard. I used to love coming over to your house and running to the backyard to snuggle up near you and hear you sing. You sang about all of your grandchildren. They were your most prized possession. You would…
Getting into Routine
I know I’ve talked about how hard it is to get into routine or schedule for me, but I’m definitely feeling that again. I’ve recently taken back an old job I had to help out that workplace as many people have been leaving. And while it’s not a lot of work (as in I don’t…
Chin Up Chuck
I’ve been having a pretty low week. There’s a number of things that have been falling out of place for me, and I’m clocking the fact that I know that I’m letting my emotions spiral down. It’s easy for me to want to sit in that place, knowing full well how destructive letting myself go…
“Shallow Bitch”
This week I had a conversation with a faceless, completely blank profile that went like this: Him: hey Me: Mind showing me a pic of your face? Him: no hey back? no hru? just want a pic? ur fucking rude. And while I probably should have ended the conversation there, I continued. Me: Sorry, I’m…