I haven’t been sleeping properly for the past four days. I keep waking up to those jolty nightmares, but all the dreams have been about the same thing… certain family members and the shit they keep putting each other through. I’m not close to any of my family members. I tend to keep myself secluded…
Life
Tomorrow
As most people are… I’m a procrastinator. Although it’s weird, because I don’t procrastinate when things have to do with other people. For example: whenever I’m working on someone else’s show or working with one of my clients I finish my work quickly and efficiently. However, when things have to do with me, for example…
Weight, Weight Go Away… and don’t come back another day.
Recently I hit a new weight goal. Between eating healthy in the UK and being a lot more active during touring I dropped about 10lbs. As much as I hope the weight stays off, I have to keep fighting my want to stop eating altogether. I’ve always had body image issues (as most folks), however,…
Getting into the Groove
I’ve been away from home for about 3-weeks now and I’m finding it difficult to sit down and focus. I’ve been spending a lot of time playing video games with K and every time I sit down to work I just don’t want to anymore. I’m finding it hard to write, even though there are…
Thank-You Kingston.
Thank you. That’s how I want to start off this blog. A big thank you to everyone who has been with me the past week. Being in a new space is hard and I have never felt this accepted and loved, especially so quickly by a community. So for that… thank you, Kingston. Thank you…
Locked Out
It’s been a weird couple of months in my life. A lot of things falling through my fingers and I’ve been learning how to take the punches as they come. Today I experienced something I never thought I would experience in my life. Being locked out. I’m known for being a scatterbrain. It’s obvious. I…
Stranger to Myself
All of my life I have kept journals. I have an obsession with keeping track of my thoughts and have the fear of losing my memory. One of the reasons for my fear of memory loss is the fact that Alzheimer’s runs in my family. I’ve never been good at remembering things. I didn’t do…